Something that I miss…that is really complex!

But the one thing I miss is waking up next to someone that I really want to wake up to. I miss sharing a bed! I am a serial monogamist–for all of my sexual power and nature. I miss being held while I sleep, and breathing someone in.

I miss those morning squeezes that turn into sex. Good morning sex.

I miss connection like that!

This was made a reality when Anakin visited a couple months ago. I woke up holding his hand. I don’t know how, and I don’t know who reached for the other first–but I miss that.

I can’t wait until he visits again.